My First Atempt At Blogging!

 They always say life is what you make if. Well if that's the case we all need to roll with the punches and try to land on our feet so we can start running the minute our feet hit the ground!

 I'm the daughter (and co-guardian) of a paranoid schizophrenic mother, the sister to four older siblings, the wife of a multiple personality disorder husband, and the mother of twin four year old girls. I am surrounded on all sides with craziness, but I still love my life.

 I lost a son at the age of 21 and have always wanted to write of that experience to share those moments of his life with others, but have only ever been able to write the beginning of his story. He will have been gone 12 years on the 16th of this month, and I think it is time I learn how finish the story in paper as I have learned how to keep going in life and learning to live again. I have always said I am a member of a club that has no name nor does it have willing members but as time goes on it helps to know you're not alone in the club. Once you become a member you can never go back and your life will never be the same so you must learn to live again. At times you feel such hopelessness you do not have the energy to move, and other times you feel guilty for finding humor or joy in life.

I hope that my blog will help other along the way as I share my stories of my life. If you leave comment be kind. Remember, in life we are always just learning......